Wednesday, November 29, 2006

i cant find something tt is impt to mi.
and tt feeling sucks.

saying doesnt make it go away.
but keeping quiet sure aint any better.

I jus wan my corner.
block block block.
yi ge ren de shi jie zui mei li.

Saigo ni kimi ga hohoende
Massugu ni sashidashita mono wa
Tada amarini kirei sugite
Koraekirezu namida afureta

butterfly fantasy at
12:59 PM

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

two things.

firstly.
if ppl don care. why sld i?

secondly.
if u cant wait to hear mi say it out loud.
here u go~
I AINT GOING!
happy?
hope tt pleases you eh.
at least one of us is happy.

butterfly fantasy at
1:58 AM

Thursday, November 23, 2006

I see the difference,
I feel the difference,
but still,
I need more time..

butterfly fantasy at
5:24 AM

Sunday, November 19, 2006

it feels like you are standing in the middle of a busy road.
all ur friends are walking past you.
all of them in a hurry.
you din call them. din wave.
you jus keep ur hands to urself.
with a slight smile on ur face, in case they notice you are standing there.
and you try ur best not to be in their way.
at this point of time..
all you wanna do is to find a wall.. a corner..
to block out everything.
you don wan to be in the middle anymore.

i wish to be invisible.. i wish to disappear.

butterfly fantasy at
11:50 PM

Friday, November 10, 2006

ppl change...
well at least for mi..
n some ppl ard mi.
gone are the days where we will b happy jus to b under the covers of the bed whispering girly stuff to each other.
u changed, i changed.
but i noe if ever sum1 asked u tt qns...
i will noe the ans.
becos its the same for mi.
tt kind of friends is forever..
doesnt matter if we meet anot.

gone also are the days where training is the only thing tt turns mi off...
n looking at him makes mi hyper.
or even my 'wei yi'..
its a good dream.. a nice thing to hope for.
but ke yu bu ke qiu.
how many ppl can get their wei yi?
we don live long enluff to find tt person.
so we settle for sum1 when the need arises to ve sum1 by ur side.
but given my young young age now...
why do i need to find sum1?
cant i haf fun making friends?

Once bitten, twice shy..
it would onli need one bite for mi to wake up
and realise all these.
so why wld i wan to go thru tt again?
no1 can gif mi a definite ans.
no one can tell mi all that wun happen again.
in the end, when it happens..
all i get is a sorry.
n im expected to let u go.
wtf?
i noe its better den having a zombie ard thou.

So can we jus enjoy now? happy as b4?
when everything is so honest n clear?

butterfly fantasy at
4:08 PM

Sunday, November 05, 2006

got a new phone!!
k610im...
but can anyone tell mi...
is there a ear piece for it??

butterfly fantasy at
1:38 PM

Saturday, November 04, 2006

im gg to embark on my projects now!
the long awaited projects.
yippee!!

so mayb i was dumb..

but i aint downright dumb..

so all is well.

sldnt even think abt it.

how cld sumthing like dat happen?

sld ve known better..

aint worth it afterall..

butterfly fantasy at
3:07 AM